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My emotions toy with my heart with infects my decisions
The mind tries to fight but in the end, is ultimately refused
Trying to talk to you is war itself; neither side will call a truce
End results finish in anger and a state of being confused
Like a dog chasing his tail in circles, we end up nowhere
And that topic, just ends up dead from constant stages of the abused
That wall that is built just becomes stronger with the passing disappointments
And you turn to other forms of dealing with your inner soul being bruised
You wander trying to figure out where did things went wrong
Petty arguments and miscommunications lead to the severed connections
We lost sight of the road that we were supposed to travel
GPS wouldn’t even be able to track our locations
I would hope that we could find a solution but fears of heights are no daydream
And what remains are memories of prior collective affections
Trust me I’m still in search of answers to these inquiries
While trying to balance between my stances on my perfect imperfections
The photos, the gifts, saved text messages and I’m speculating how did we get here?
Maybe we’re both selfish and unwilling to compromise for the sake of us
Tried to reach out but we ended up back at starting point with the declaration of war
And I’m running out of Tylenol dealing with the effects of all that fuss
Said our many goodbyes and now you’re like a stranger in my eyes
Won’t defame your name and the lessons learned will always be a plus
If we ever cross paths again, I’ll be sure that my ways will adjust
For now, I’ll sweep up my remains as my soul as crumbled into dust.