Gaining Existence In My World
As her words flow from her lips saying how she wants to be inside of my world
My soul trembles at the thought of allowing that feeling to invade my space
So as I travel on my mental journey I think if the future includes her
Wondering if she can handle my flaws or would she stumble out of place
I’m not an easy thing to tackle; I come along with mood swing, issues
Procrastination, arguments, would she be willing to be around all that
Relationships come with the tears so it would be best to keep some tissues
So when she says those things I wonder what makes me so extraordinary
Her words make me feel like I’m an opposite of small item
Smiles after her statements have me feeling like I’m not of the ordinary
But after that good feeling wears off I just sit and stare
Failures of the past and why it isn’t so easy to just fall in like not just and love
Makes a person never want to trust and rather just live a life in despair
Am I foolish for being afraid to fully open myself?
Allowing my world to be exposed to something so rare
And this is why we rather sit alone in our window seat
No need for temporary occupants only around for a few stops
We need someone that’s for the whole trip that will make it complete
Right now this is only my words being transferred to the audience
In the future the two of us will cross paths and in our dreams we’ll meet
Out of that dream, after steps are carefully taken, a union will be formed
A bond unbreakable that no one on the outside will ever cause defeat